postcards from Italy

"Nothing in the world is more common than unsuccessful people with talent, leave the house before you find something worth staying in for." by Banksy

Still waiting

and waiting and waiting

cannot leave the house until

you come

until you're here

til there is no reason to wait anymore

til there are no reasons for anything anymore.

i gave your ticket away

and

i went alone

i could smell you all around me

i could feel your breath and hear the words you would say to me

if you were here

.

how i wish you were here

how i wish

here

you were

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and then you smiled.

while my soul slowly flew away like a seagull into the bright ocean

what can you do when you want to fall asleep, but can't really.

the mind is buzzing

and the eyes are open

but your body wants to sleep

.

sometimes i think about death.

and life

and if there is a meaning to all of this will i live enough to realise it.

they say morning is wiser than night.

i disagree

i think night is more existential and dreamy.

while morning is just painfully real

when i wake up tomorrow

will i remember this conversation with you over the internet line

or will it just fade away into the millions of gigabytes of the communal consciousness?

I'd like to think life has a meaning.

but we'll see what morning will tell me.

If you wake up at a different time in a different place, could you wake up as a different person? (fight club)

Graffiti6- Annie you Save me

Remember Me, Remember Me when you are down
Float me on air and lift me up from off the ground
Oh baby, I feel lazy

So lie here in my arms tonight
Would you deny, a poor mans cry, a poor mans cry

Just when I'm finding it hard to breath you lift the weight inside of me
Oh baby I see the light thats burning bright and we're the stars
Oh Anne, you save me from the world
Oh Anne, you save me from the world

My heads alive, my heads alive, can't get no peace
Your my escape from this heartache I need relief
Oh baby, This worlds crazy so lie here in my arms tonight
Would You deny, a poor mans cry, a poor mans cry



Stars please shine for me tonight
Stars please shine for me tonight