Saturday, 16 October 2010

i gave your ticket away
and
i went alone

i could smell you all around me
i could feel your breath and hear the words you would say to me
if you were here
.


how i wish you were here
how i wish
here
you were


Wednesday, 13 October 2010



Originally uploaded by feaverish

and then you smiled.

while my soul slowly flew away like a seagull into the bright ocean

Tuesday, 5 October 2010

what can you do when you want to fall asleep, but can't really.

the mind is buzzing
and the eyes are open
but your body wants to sleep
.


sometimes i think about death.
and life
and if there is a meaning to all of this will i live enough to realise it.

they say morning is wiser than night.

i disagree
i think night is more existential and dreamy.

while morning is just painfully real
when i wake up tomorrow
will i remember this conversation with you over the internet line
or will it just fade away into the millions of gigabytes of the communal consciousness?

I'd like to think life has a meaning.
but we'll see what morning will tell me.

Sunday, 3 October 2010

If you wake up at a different time in a different place, could you wake up as a different person? (fight club)



Graffiti6- Annie you Save me

Remember Me, Remember Me when you are down
Float me on air and lift me up from off the ground
Oh baby, I feel lazy

So lie here in my arms tonight
Would you deny, a poor mans cry, a poor mans cry

Just when I'm finding it hard to breath you lift the weight inside of me
Oh baby I see the light thats burning bright and we're the stars
Oh Anne, you save me from the world
Oh Anne, you save me from the world

My heads alive, my heads alive, can't get no peace
Your my escape from this heartache I need relief
Oh baby, This worlds crazy so lie here in my arms tonight
Would You deny, a poor mans cry, a poor mans cry



Stars please shine for me tonight
Stars please shine for me tonight

Tuesday, 21 September 2010

Monday, 20 September 2010

Am i wrong or am i just misinformed?

I hear you are all alone again.

Then again can you really be together with someone ?

I know I need to try and learn to be with someone, but first of i guess I need to learn to be with me.

It's time



I'm ready.
To fall asleep
and dream the most beautiful dream of deep blue skies with
smiling little eyes of the stars.

Or just dream of you.

Saturday, 11 September 2010

It's hard to be silent

not to say anything

to absolutely mute yourself so that you don't exist anymore

but that can never happen
your brain can never stop itself from
thinking
evaluating
memorising

in the end you still say all the things that you meant t0 say
only to yourself
not other people

maybe it's better to just say it out loud in the first place
is it?

Wednesday, 4 August 2010

i make origami cranes.

a crimson crane for you
made in a deep deep summer night
with stars shining on my head
and a cool breeze whispering our names to the sleeping grass

Monday, 2 August 2010

?

I write like
J. K. Rowling

I Write Like by Mémoires, Mac journal software. Analyze your writing!



chi chi. that's a little funny, although i do adore harry potter