what can you do when you want to fall asleep, but can't really.

the mind is buzzing

and the eyes are open

but your body wants to sleep

.

sometimes i think about death.

and life

and if there is a meaning to all of this will i live enough to realise it.

they say morning is wiser than night.

i disagree

i think night is more existential and dreamy.

while morning is just painfully real

when i wake up tomorrow

will i remember this conversation with you over the internet line

or will it just fade away into the millions of gigabytes of the communal consciousness?

I'd like to think life has a meaning.

but we'll see what morning will tell me.