tegu IV

tegul

pasaulio pabaigai

atėjus

mano trumpi pirštai

perskels jūsu kaukoles

ir aš atrasiu

gyvenimo prasmę.

kai viskas nusidažys

raudonai

iš chaoso pakils pusiau 

juodi sapnai

kiekvienas sapnas

man bus lyg

siuvenyras

sudegusio pasaulio dalis.

sako dievo nėra, 

realigija tik prietarai

aš būsiu 

naujas dievas

nauja teorija 

ir tiesa.

arba aš būsiu velnias

ir maudysiuos

kraujo 

balose. 

neklausiu nieko.

ir NEKLAUSAU

Ramuma

Forgot how beautiful this song is.


Tarp traukinių bėgių aguona žydėsiu,
Akliems mašinistams skirsiu dainas,
Giedosiu, giedosiu, giedosiu, giedosiu,
Nors jie niekada nesupras.

Tarp traukinių bėgių aguona žydėsiu,
Ramybėje saugosiu kaltes numuštas,
Linguosiu, linguosiu, linguosiu, linguosiu,
Kol rudeniai plyšaus ir verks į balas...


Kai ateis mano mirtelė,
Ramumaramumaramu
Ramumaramumaramu
Ramumaramuma...

Vai ateik, mano mirtele

Andrew Bird "The Happy Birthday Song" (Casino de Paris, Paris - 13.11.2009) from Le-HibOO.com on Vimeo

It's a small world and I need to keep my mouth shut.

Fun for me (Birthday mix)

The Hoosiers - Bumpy Ride
Hot Chip - One Life Stand
Regina Spektor - Us
Peaches - Show Stopper
Patrick Wolf - Time of My  Life
The Kooks - Fa La La 
Graffiti 6 - Stare Into The Sun
Cheryl Cole - Fight for This Love

Tribute movie to Alexander McQueen

Noah and The Whale - Stranger
Bjork - All is Full of Love
M. Craft - Dragonfly
Graffiti 6 - Annie You Save Me
Elizabeth and the Catapult - Taller Children
Badly Drawn Boy - Silent Sigh
Beirut - Nantes
Patrick Wolf - Teignmouth [lone bachelor demo 2003]

so lonely.
so very lonely.

and the trees and the ground has all been erased.
no landscape,
just a plain white background for me and my loneliness.

it's been snowing for days.
it's been snowing for years now.

i used to hope, hope it will stop
but not anymore

i just accept
the white and me.
just me

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And then you make me happy with a simple 'Thank YOU' and a kiss.

And then you make me sad when you decide to walk the busy streets without mee.

I think i need to let this go, but you keep showing up, when i expect it least. you make me want to scream and punch and yell and swear.

but at the same time i do wish you were there all the time to make me angry

to make me sad

to make me happy as well.

Seaside ii by ~Moonfant on deviantART

Devil's in the Details

Failed to see the flaws in the details i adored.

and played God. i played God.