Fun for me (Birthday mix)

The Hoosiers - Bumpy Ride
Hot Chip - One Life Stand
Regina Spektor - Us
Peaches - Show Stopper
Patrick Wolf - Time of My  Life
The Kooks - Fa La La 
Graffiti 6 - Stare Into The Sun
Cheryl Cole - Fight for This Love

Tribute movie to Alexander McQueen

Noah and The Whale - Stranger
Bjork - All is Full of Love
M. Craft - Dragonfly
Graffiti 6 - Annie You Save Me
Elizabeth and the Catapult - Taller Children
Badly Drawn Boy - Silent Sigh
Beirut - Nantes
Patrick Wolf - Teignmouth [lone bachelor demo 2003]

so lonely.
so very lonely.

and the trees and the ground has all been erased.
no landscape,
just a plain white background for me and my loneliness.

it's been snowing for days.
it's been snowing for years now.

i used to hope, hope it will stop
but not anymore

i just accept
the white and me.
just me

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And then you make me happy with a simple 'Thank YOU' and a kiss.

And then you make me sad when you decide to walk the busy streets without mee.

I think i need to let this go, but you keep showing up, when i expect it least. you make me want to scream and punch and yell and swear.

but at the same time i do wish you were there all the time to make me angry

to make me sad

to make me happy as well.

Seaside ii by ~Moonfant on deviantART

Devil's in the Details

Failed to see the flaws in the details i adored.

and played God. i played God.

"nothing tastes as good as skinny feels..."

i know exactly why i walk and talk like a machine

Obsessions. by ~Moonfant on deviantART

I've got obsessions.

nobody wants to appear desperate but we all are. desperate for friendship, for love. i thought i was ok.
But i am not, i'm desperate.
or are my dreams just getting too carried away? or maybe i'm just falling. falling into a rabbit hole and am desperate for a helping hand, before my dreams absorb my reality and the beyond transforms my days into never ending fairy tales before bed... Never sad, but never coming true either.