Tribute movie to Alexander McQueen

Noah and The Whale - Stranger
Bjork - All is Full of Love
M. Craft - Dragonfly
Graffiti 6 - Annie You Save Me
Elizabeth and the Catapult - Taller Children
Badly Drawn Boy - Silent Sigh
Beirut - Nantes
Patrick Wolf - Teignmouth [lone bachelor demo 2003]

so lonely.
so very lonely.

and the trees and the ground has all been erased.
no landscape,
just a plain white background for me and my loneliness.

it's been snowing for days.
it's been snowing for years now.

i used to hope, hope it will stop
but not anymore

i just accept
the white and me.
just me

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Date: 21 November 2010 20:32:18 GMT

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And then you make me happy with a simple 'Thank YOU' and a kiss.

And then you make me sad when you decide to walk the busy streets without mee.

I think i need to let this go, but you keep showing up, when i expect it least. you make me want to scream and punch and yell and swear.

but at the same time i do wish you were there all the time to make me angry

to make me sad

to make me happy as well.

Seaside ii by ~Moonfant on deviantART

Devil's in the Details

Failed to see the flaws in the details i adored.

and played God. i played God.

"nothing tastes as good as skinny feels..."

i know exactly why i walk and talk like a machine

Obsessions. by ~Moonfant on deviantART

I've got obsessions.

nobody wants to appear desperate but we all are. desperate for friendship, for love. i thought i was ok.
But i am not, i'm desperate.
or are my dreams just getting too carried away? or maybe i'm just falling. falling into a rabbit hole and am desperate for a helping hand, before my dreams absorb my reality and the beyond transforms my days into never ending fairy tales before bed... Never sad, but never coming true either.

postcards from Italy