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O mano raumenys juda lyg per kisielių. 

Bet ašaros niekaip nebyra
ir šaukti ar pykti visai nesinori
Šalta
ir niekur nedingsta 
rami neviltis. 

Bobby has velvet skin
He's only seventeen
Raised by the hands of god
(his mother was a slut)

Nobody likes him at school
That's 'cause he knows every rule
Bobby has velvet eyes
Dark as an evening skies

Come to me, Bobby, you'll see
This is your sweet melody.

The day i collected oceans by ~loganart on deviantART

Noah and the Whale
Originally uploaded by abbigshmail

and the sun always shines down on your shoes
could be a blue blue christmas for you
'cos when the sun always shines down on your shoes
could be a blue blue christmas for you

Oh But the way that your hair is always neat
and your skirts fall below your knees
and your love is so pure and so clean

Oh, well it comforts me

by noah and the whale

“An orphaned life… like everyone’s. A life illuminated by a strangely radiant death, which continued to glow, in his mind’s eye, like a sort of magic lamp”
Salman Rushdie “Satanic Verses”

Mano siela pasimetusi
mano miegas nebeegzistuoja
as blaskausi ir blaskausi

ir blaskausi
viskas keicias
ir mano akys nesuspeja
gaudyt oro raibuliu

ir as blaskausi

What do YOU think happens when we die?

We rot in the ground for a hot minute. That’s it, dude. Our consciousness simply ceases to exist. Don’t worry. It’s no big deal. You didn’t exist for the first fourteen billion years, and you won’t exist for the next fourteen billion either.

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tegu IV

tegul

pasaulio pabaigai

atėjus

mano trumpi pirštai

perskels jūsu kaukoles

ir aš atrasiu

gyvenimo prasmę.

kai viskas nusidažys

raudonai

iš chaoso pakils pusiau 

juodi sapnai

kiekvienas sapnas

man bus lyg

siuvenyras

sudegusio pasaulio dalis.

sako dievo nėra, 

realigija tik prietarai

aš būsiu 

naujas dievas

nauja teorija 

ir tiesa.

arba aš būsiu velnias

ir maudysiuos

kraujo 

balose. 

neklausiu nieko.

ir NEKLAUSAU

Ramuma

Forgot how beautiful this song is.


Tarp traukinių bėgių aguona žydėsiu,
Akliems mašinistams skirsiu dainas,
Giedosiu, giedosiu, giedosiu, giedosiu,
Nors jie niekada nesupras.

Tarp traukinių bėgių aguona žydėsiu,
Ramybėje saugosiu kaltes numuštas,
Linguosiu, linguosiu, linguosiu, linguosiu,
Kol rudeniai plyšaus ir verks į balas...


Kai ateis mano mirtelė,
Ramumaramumaramu
Ramumaramumaramu
Ramumaramuma...

Vai ateik, mano mirtele

Andrew Bird "The Happy Birthday Song" (Casino de Paris, Paris - 13.11.2009) from Le-HibOO.com on Vimeo

It's a small world and I need to keep my mouth shut.

Fun for me (Birthday mix)

The Hoosiers - Bumpy Ride
Hot Chip - One Life Stand
Regina Spektor - Us
Peaches - Show Stopper
Patrick Wolf - Time of My  Life
The Kooks - Fa La La 
Graffiti 6 - Stare Into The Sun
Cheryl Cole - Fight for This Love

Tribute movie to Alexander McQueen

Noah and The Whale - Stranger
Bjork - All is Full of Love
M. Craft - Dragonfly
Graffiti 6 - Annie You Save Me
Elizabeth and the Catapult - Taller Children
Badly Drawn Boy - Silent Sigh
Beirut - Nantes
Patrick Wolf - Teignmouth [lone bachelor demo 2003]

so lonely.
so very lonely.

and the trees and the ground has all been erased.
no landscape,
just a plain white background for me and my loneliness.

it's been snowing for days.
it's been snowing for years now.

i used to hope, hope it will stop
but not anymore

i just accept
the white and me.
just me

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And then you make me happy with a simple 'Thank YOU' and a kiss.

And then you make me sad when you decide to walk the busy streets without mee.

I think i need to let this go, but you keep showing up, when i expect it least. you make me want to scream and punch and yell and swear.

but at the same time i do wish you were there all the time to make me angry

to make me sad

to make me happy as well.

Seaside ii by ~Moonfant on deviantART

Devil's in the Details

Failed to see the flaws in the details i adored.

and played God. i played God.

"nothing tastes as good as skinny feels..."

i know exactly why i walk and talk like a machine